Sunday, January 2, 2011

30 Days of Truth - Day 4

Apologies for that sabbatical. My computer tried to explode. Actually, someone gave it a very nasty virus and unlike me, that cannot be cured with herbals and sleep.

Moving forward.

Day 04 – Something you have to forgive someone for.

Oy. Umm... Originally I had said I don't have anything I can think of that I need to forgive someone for...but sadly, in the past few days, I do.

Time away from the computer when you live in the sticks means LOTS of time to contemplate your life, where you stand, what you're doing, and what you need to change. Sometimes with change people are inevitably hurt. When someone passes through a depression phase, many suffer. Some don't suffer quietly, one in particular.

I need to apologize to my wonderful husband. I love him so much and what follows is my unending forgiveness.

I forgive you for having an awful month. I forgive you for being, quite frankly, overbearing and nearly impossible to live with. I know it was beyond your control in some ways due to the PTSD and TBI and I know my horrid attitude didn't help. I forgive you for all the things that went wrong and I'm so immensely grateful that you have turned so quick to salvaging the situation.

I love you. I will ALWAYS love you. That will NEVER CHANGE...NO MATTER WHAT.